Writing

So...

Today was tiring. Sad thing is, I didn't do anything though. Haha. Just one of those days, ya know? I did make dinner though, two nights in a row. I'm a better cook then I thought too. Haha.
On a random note, I keep getting a call from 'Unavailable' Not restricted, just unavailable. I'm not sure I should answer, but if they call again I might. They've called every day. Four times today, and like two every other day this week. I don't get it. What unavailable number would be calling me? Maybe it's something good though...Maybe I like, won a million dollars or something. HA...That'd be wonderful, talk about some wishful thinking. Lol.

I need a job though, BAD. If I do infact decide not to go to college after I graduate (Wich I'm pretty set on that road) Then I need to save my money. Every freaking cent of it. I'm going to have to have enough money to get to LA, and get an apartment there...Wich will be a lot of money. SIGH. No one wants to hire me. Hm...Everyone has babies now, maybe I can do some lame babysitting work till I get a real job...I don't know. I'm so desperate, I think I'd work anywhere...

Well, a little off topic...I write, a lot. Mostly short stories for the amusement of my friends. And I write songs like, every day. But that's about it. Now, the story I am currently writing is very messy, very just...Thrown together. And the thing is I am obligated to finish this one. I have about 30 stories I've started but never finished, because I get bored with them, or can't think where I want to go with them...But this one was supposed to be different. Lol...But it really does suck. My friends won't say this to me, maybe they don't think it sucks like I do. But, I sort of cut a lot of corners in it. When I know the backround, and why one thing happened, and why this is like this in my mind, I forget to put it on the page. A big mistake that makes me story sort of not make much sense more then half the time. So, I'm debating whether or not I should go ahead and go back and rewrite everything I have written already, and edit it up before continueing. I want to finish this story, but I think I should fix it before I finish it. Then, if I can make it make sense and have a good plot line to it, I might continue it. Make it a series or something. I don't know yet. It's all so confusing...

And there is also the fact that I want to start writing screen plays. (For those who don't know what a screen play is, it's a movie on paper really) And I have NO ideas for it. I mean, I want to write several, get some practice with it, and get good at it. But I can't think of an idea for it. I mean, I'm best with the love stories (Though I'm not a fan of love stories) But I can't think of an idea for one that isn't so lame and overused. I need ideas. I mean, I can't write action, or horror, or scary of any kind. I can do love, and drama, and maybe I could do fantasy....But still. Sigh...
Well, good news is I already have my leading lady and leading man in mind if I infact do a love story. Haha. :)

Man, music makes me happy...Just thought I would share that. Lol.

I don't know what else to say at the moment, so, I'm going to just go...And...I don't know. Try and figure out my writing. If I don't hurry up and do something with my writing my bestie will behead me for sure! Lol. :)

* May The Stars Watch Over You!